29/03/11The rollercoaster dips again
So after my stupidly positive last entry guess where we are again .... That's right hospital.
Back on the respiratory ward. Pie has been teething again and we have all had colds and coughs. What I put down to teething was actually the starts of him being unwell. So he was working harder breathing, high temp, and needed more oxygen Sunday night. He's slept most of today and is now on his nippy needing a lot of oxygen. He has a huge amount of snot which isn't helping.
Im just sitting watching his sats and thinking about things. Is this going to be his life back in hospital every other month? My poor baby he was doing so well. And I miss my daughter it's so hard on her. And my husband too. I want us all home back to our special type of normality. I'm sick of rooms in hospital, spending money on crap at the shop, eating rubbish, being stressed out and lonely., not getting many visitors- we are in so often I don't think people see it as a major event! , sick of being asked the same questions and going through the same motions. I'm worn out from worrying, I want to go to sleep and wake up with us all at home happy being silly having fun.
Back on the respiratory ward. Pie has been teething again and we have all had colds and coughs. What I put down to teething was actually the starts of him being unwell. So he was working harder breathing, high temp, and needed more oxygen Sunday night. He's slept most of today and is now on his nippy needing a lot of oxygen. He has a huge amount of snot which isn't helping.
Im just sitting watching his sats and thinking about things. Is this going to be his life back in hospital every other month? My poor baby he was doing so well. And I miss my daughter it's so hard on her. And my husband too. I want us all home back to our special type of normality. I'm sick of rooms in hospital, spending money on crap at the shop, eating rubbish, being stressed out and lonely., not getting many visitors- we are in so often I don't think people see it as a major event! , sick of being asked the same questions and going through the same motions. I'm worn out from worrying, I want to go to sleep and wake up with us all at home happy being silly having fun.
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