A spring ”not shit” post

So as you know lots of things haven't been going very well lately which has put me in a really low mood. I tend to fixate on issues at times like this and I find it difficult to focus on much else. With respect to this blog it means I keep forgetting to share all that's good in our utterly chaotic life. 

To the outsider our life might seem (at times) to be various combinations of the following: stressful, sad, exhausting and anxiety-triggering. And it is, oh it is, but that's not all it is. 

School holidays can be a bit of an arse. Nate is quite often ill, I'm knackered from work and caring, and there's a real lack of things to do. However Nate having some well days has reminded me of the other side of the complex needs life equation ( well for the last few days that is) where life has been funny, hopeful, ridiculous and full of smiles. Yes there may have been at least one ”prison shower” for Nate, and every member of this household has wound me up at times, and yes we still have no respite and no sight of any on the horizon, but ah, I've enjoyed it. 

#notshit

#notcompletelyshitanyway